My life has been on hold for 26 years. This is the time it took for me to finally clear out the house I bought all those years ago of all other family members. Wife left 3 years ago. She was the first canary to fly. daughter is leaving next Tuesday. So my job of being a husband and a father is over.
I am left to continue with my over thinking and I will not be interrupted by the constant needs of others as is the case when one has family around them. Ooh! It's scary to have such freedom again. My posts here will become very confronting and possibly very weird from then on.
You ain't seen nothing yet.